Bad Bad weekend! R.I.P. #5

Well if you all haven't heard I lost my fifth baby on Sunday night. I only had her for two years (was one of the longest ones I had since my last one only lasted 7 months or so). It was really sad, people kept saying I was in shock but I was more angered that she left me .. now I feel so lost and alone. I feel too many things are scrambled in my head as I cannot understand how stupid I was to lose her. Yes, it was a terrible weekend! I did go to Telemiracle and had fun and could not believe how much they raised I think it was over 5.5 million! That is a record! But on my way back from Saskatoon, my Cavalier caught snow on a curve and boom I lost control and ended up rolling! I was soooooo angry because its like flashbacks of my other accidents I know the same B.S. since I have became such a veteran at this kind of stuff. I was not in shock merely upset to know that I have to go through SGI, cops report, SGI again, my psychological/scared to be in a vehicle phobia, and the pain that I do to myself. However, not only do I have to think about myself but I injured two of my real good friends and all I can think about is how I could of killed them or it could of been a lot worse of a situation. Thus, now if you recall my public transit bitter story last time now you know that I am a lot more frustrated with transit. Once again I got lost.. took the wrong bus scheduled time to go to doctors so I said oh well I will go home, then I forgot to pull the bell for my stop so I ended up joyriding around Uplands! GRRR! Sorry this is not about technology but I just felt like expressing my feelings! *Moment of silence for Old Red*